This morning I still miss you

Jrawaty this morning I still remember you, I hope many could see you one day.
now I'm really confused, I do not know how else?
honestly sometimes I was jealous of the people around you. but what can I do never get over them.
Jrawaty if you are reading this I hope I can be near you.
sorry I can only hope and wish.
I beg understood.

here I remain of the deepest jealousy